i wake
up -
my hands are throbbing
the
skin is broken:
divets, scratches,
dried blood on brown skin
they are dry as a desert plain
with ancient pathways, crisscrossed
profound claws,
attached to my head,
& my heart
they seize the limestone,
the sand, the water -
they brutalize metal ores
from their toil come
strange new things: human things,
animal things, anthropomorphs,
narratives from empty spaces
new realities in starlight
knuckles, wrists,
torn-away fingernails: they scream,
this morning
so that my dreams may
move shadow
and
the sun
in quietude
around the planet
(these blessed hands).